Recent Drawings

音樂教父

上吊晴天娃娃

加油

The first two were drawn on the day before the ophthalmology exam. I was very fidgety at that time, so I tried to draw something to let me calm down. The first one is saying that I was overwhelmed by the deity of music. I tried very hard but still couldn't understand the absolute pitch. The second is saying that I felt very depressed about myself. I had many shortcomings, for instance, easily to be agitated, impatience with others who don't receive my suggestions, etc. I thought I am a anti-society person and not suitable for this world.

The day after drawing these two, a very important thing happened to me. It brought me into the darkness of life. I did really want to suicide at that time. That was a terrible period for me.

The last one was drawn a few days ago, when is Kilo's birthday. She is now struggling with the exam of physician license. I'd like her to just concentrate on it. I'd like to cheer her on. (In Chinese, to cheer someone on is pronounced the same as to fuel up. ^^a)

Hoo… Maybe I should also cheer myself on, shouldn't I?

彈撥藝術節之一 天祭

大概三月中旬吧~覺得心情十分煩悶,便決定在瘋狂的期中考週去聽幾場音樂會解悶,不過因緣際會下,最近似乎也不怎麼忙,總之,還是聽了兩場超棒的音樂會就是了。

這兩場都是彈撥藝術節的音樂會,我挑的剛好是第一場和最後一場,會挑第一場是因為演出者裡有另我去年大為驚豔的楊靖,另外是有我很愛的一首琵琶協奏曲「春秋」;第二場是因為都是超大師級的人物,想一賭風采,只好拼著可能會聽不懂古典曲目的風險。 Keep Reading

Shooting Stars, Wishes

流星願望

This sone is writen by Haker (哈克), one of my guitar teacher. And it is also the song of the class of the high school. I like it very much. This time I came back home, I took out my guitar and tried to play some folk songs I remembered when I was in high school. They made me to remember many things that happened in high school. Maybe I am sad now that I can touch the meaning of the lyrics more deeply. But I really hope that my wishes will come true someday, really, really…

流星願望

不管有沒有人 說累或不累
Regardless of someone saying he's tired or not,
等著流星的人啊 還是不想睡
The people waiting the shooting stars still don't wanna go to bed.
靜靜的深夜 享受涼風輕吹
In the peaceful night, enjoy the cool wind blowing.
疲倦一點 癡狂一點 夜又深一點
a little tired, a little crazy, the night is falling and falling.
不論有沒有人 相信或不相信
Regardless of someone believing or not,
等著流星的人啊 望著夜空守心願
The people waiting the shooting stars stare the sky and wait the wishes.
沉沉的黑夜 滿天星光點綴
In the darkening night, there are stars shining in the sky.
執著一點 堅持一點 攜手肩並肩
More persistence, more insistence, our hands hold shoulder to shoulder.
期待星光一點 劃破漫漫的長夜
Hope a star flashes and breaks up the endless night,
第一個願望就是盼願望能實現
The first wish is to expect it will come true.
期待星光一線 劃過夢想的畫面
Hope a star flashes and draws through the image of dream.
願望會像傳說一樣 一一會實現
The wishes will come true one by one, just as the legend says.
怕來不及許願 對你的感謝
Fear of unable making a wish in time and the thanks to you.
所以不敢眨眼 怕來不及訴說對你的思念
So we dare not to blink, and fear of unable pouring forth the missing to you.
期待星光一點 劃破漫漫的長夜
Hope a star flashes and breaks up the endless night,
第一個願望就是盼願望能實現
The first wish is to expect it will come true.
期待星光一線 劃過夢想的畫面
Hope a star flashes and draws through the image of dream.
願望會像傳說一樣 一一會實現
The wishes will come true one by one, just as the legend says.

Change The Nickname

Nickname

Today, I changed my nickname of YMBBS from "Dating With Beethoven" to "Mature, sincere, and doing without asking for rewards." The previous I used for more than two years. The changing doesn't mean I give up the original intension I set 2 years ago. On the contrary, I hope to hold it tightly in my hands, in my mind. But it is more important for me to get mature, get along with friends sincerely, and the most important is to do things without asking for rewards. I hope in the future, I will become a more complete man and responsible for myself.

Make Myself Happy!

I should make myself happy, then I can make others happy, can't I?

Maybe there are too many things to worry about, but what I have to do is what I think is right.

Don't worry, everything will be fine at last.

Don't hold everything tightly. It should be put down before you get another.

Hospital-choosing Conference

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Last Sat., we had held the Hospital-choosing Conference, the most important one for us. Firstly, we had order numbers produced by the computer program by saka, followed by drawing lots in turn.

I had a computer random number of 78. When my turn was coming, I felt a little nervous and could feel the palpitation, the same as the night before the Exam five years ago. In my turn, when I drew the lot from the box, there's nothing in my mind. I forgot to pray for blessing, but the God still blessed me that I got No. 28. Keep Reading

Chased By The Handouts

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I don’t want to be chased by the handouts. Because I am one of the Academic Affair Chiefs, I have to prepare the handouts for all. But we have four hours of Gynecology & Obstetrics per week, and sometimes there are totally four different teachers for these hours. Therefore, I have to ask the teachers for the handouts, trying to resolve the problems while sending email, and then print them. This is the routine work. Although I don’t have to edit conotes, I don’t want to be chased by these handouts, either. XD

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The Song Of Wine

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This is my second drawing. It's done on last Wednesday, when I went to the routine practicing of YMChmusic. On that day, we started to practice a new song of this semester, The Song of Wine (酒歌). I played the cello and the melody was a little hard for me. On that day, WMQ also came and played the double bass. He said that song was the one he played the double bass for the first time. Hearing our playing made him to remember his childhood. We talked and practiced until very late, and after coming back to the dormitory, the melody still filled in my mind. That's why I drew this down.

Start to Draw

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Since this semester started, I felt very depressed and annoyed. Until last week, I bursted out. I tried to draw something and wanted to buy a pen tablet. But when I saw the price, I gave up. So I used the primitive tool, a pencil and paper. When I took out the pencil in the brush pot, I found its lead was too blunt. So, before I started my first drawing, I had to sharpen it. But I didn't have a pencil sharpener, I used a knife instead. Finally, I could start to draw something.