To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always.
I don't know whether it was another episode of mania, I bought a new IBM optical mouse (31P7410) from Yahoo! Bid. Because the postage is a little bit high, I persuaded another 4 people to buy one.
Oh… the leather-like texture on the cover makes me feel very very satisfied. But now, I have desire to buy a new IBM keyboard with Trackpoint (Space Saver II), again. @_@
Today, we had the final exam of ob/gyn. It was very difficult. Many questions were out of the range. After that, many of my classmates complained about the bad teaching and the unreasonable range of the exam. It seems that they hate the Ob/gyn department very much. Maybe some blamed me for not getting the correct info of the exam. Dunno.
But I heard some people don't show their understanding to the CR, saying he must take the most responsibility because he didn't give us the key points before the exam. I think maybe we are spoiled by the previous exams. If the CRs are nice and willing to spend their time in reading through our co-notes and marking the key points on them, we should thank them very much. But if they didn't do that, how can we blame them for not doing which is not their duties?
But all will go by. What we have to do is to prepare the next exam more hardly.
A few days ago, in one talk with rin1999, I said I don't understand why a man having a girlfriend still do something looks like unfaithful to another woman, such as getting close to her, touching her hands, shoulders, or any part of her body. I said I won't do that. But rin1999 said I did the same thing before. Because I tried to get close and talk to her without any intention to avoid any look-like-unfaithful situation.
Hmm… Did I? Maybe I have to examine myself more strictly. Or maybe, I'm just a guy with self-confessed single-mindedness in love?! However, this won't happen again in a short period… >_<
I think I may be conditioned. Every time I turned on the computer, I always checked the user list of Skype to see if someone was there. But is it the time this should happen? I don't know. I don't know exactly what I'm thinking and what the truth in my mind.
It may be a good thing, but on the other hand, it may get me into another vicious cycle that I know I should avoid. Hmm… What a contradiction!
We edited many co-notes and when they were printed, they would be piled up outside one of my classmates' room. After we took ours, we had to register on a checking list. The reason of setting this rule is to prevent some unexplainable loss of them.
Today I found MANY of the co-notes got loss again. It seemed that some people took theirs repeatedly. Why did these damn things happen again and again?! Does it mean that the printing store cheat us? I don't think so. Because some people didn't obey the rule. I often saw that there were only a few left in the box while more than half spaces of the checking list were blank. And then, another roommate took them repeatedly without knowing about that.
This is the last few times we have to pick up our co-notes. But I still feel very angry about the bad behavior. Why are they so lazy to obey the rules? Why don't they think about the others more? We are medical students. Our future works are caring the patients. Why can't we control ourselves and do just a little favor to others, especially when the others are our classmates?
I feel so depressed to know this fact.
Today we had the last lecture of our university life. It is an ob/gyn lecture, which I take charge of. After it, we will go into hospital to be a clerk and say goodbye to our university life. Many of my classmates attended because of its special meaning.
Before the class, I saw a large spider in the corner. It came to celebrate our finishing?
I don't want to talk too much about my sentiment, but I'd like to say, it is my honor to take charge of the last lecture and I will remember the special moment for long long time.
 綜三角落驚見大蜘蛛
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 好像聽得頗認真的大家
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 其實還是睡著了。
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 王丹丹回眸
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慶祝用的拉炮，我還沒放過呢！
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One day, when I walked through the CKS MRT station, I saw an advertisement of Compagnie Marie Chouinard. I've been thinking of watching a dance show for a long time, but the famous Cloud Gate doesn't have any show when I have free time. For another reason, the subject of this show is bODY_rEMIX/gOLDBERG_vARIATIONS. I guess they will use Bach's Goldberg Variation as the background music, which is more familiar than the dance itself to me. Maybe when I feel bored, I can just close my eyes and listen to the music. XD
Anyway, the date is just the next day I come back from Jia-Ming Lake. Hope I won't be too tired and enjoy my first watching of a dance show.
This afternoon, I had a health examination for the upcoming Clerk training. The whole process went smoothly, checking my height, weight, optometric assessment, and the blood pressure. My blood pressure seems not very well, 128/78, a little bit high. The heart rate is also a little high. Maybe it means I have to start exercising from now on, if I don't want to have cardiovascular diseases when I get older.
Then, I was asked to have my urine sample. Fortunately I didn't go to the toilet before the examination. It seemed that there were so many people did not have any desire to micturate and drank a lot of water outside the toilet. XD
After giving back the urine sample, I was asked to have a venous puncture. I've had few experience of venous puncturing. Every time I see a needle I feel scared. T_T
The interesting part is taking a chest X-ray. Because of the digital technology, I could see the result right after taking the picture. But I was a little stunned when seeing my CXR, I didn't know how to approach it. How can a 5-grade medical student be unable to interpret a ought-to-be normal CXR!! The technician and I discussed for a while and he pointed out some lesions (?) to me, one calcification in the left lower lung field and the other in the right lower lung field. And also, I have scoliosis.
Wow… I haven't ever expected that I have scoliosis. It was too astonishing. But my roommate said that there are too many things in the world out of your expectation. Hmm… Since it doesn't cause any symptom, all I can do is to accept it. =.=a
