To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always.
qq invited many of the club’s elder members to have a dinner. I didn't know Kilo will attend. I thought qq knows what I was thinking. But beyond our expectations, ocell invited her. (my guess) When she told me about that at the place we waited each other, I was stunned. After a while of thinking, I decided not to appear. I feared of meeting Kilo and spoiled the happiness of their meeting.
I left and after I bought my dinner, Kentu called and told me that Kilo left too. Even so, I still didn't go to meet them. My mind was messed up. I thought Kilo didn't have to go. Her leaving appears that she really don't understand me thoroughly. Did she think her sacrifice could make me relaxed and going back?
But maybe I really don't understand her thoroughly either. She might think my action as a sacrifice, and I also messed up her mind. That's the reason she left. But what should I do? How could I treat everything just as fine and not happened?! How could I watch them talking, laughing and enjoy the dinner?!
Maybe many people think my reaction is very immature, but that's me and my belief. Yes, we don't understand each other. And the situation may last, forever.
 石碇鄉界碑
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 「模」乳巷？why not 摸乳巷？
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 一旁的小溪，水溝？
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 湳窟山登山步道介紹牌
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 皇帝殿登山口
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 往西峰，只有四公里啊？本來以為應該很輕鬆…
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 不過到這裡就開始汗流浹背，太陽太大啦啦啦～
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 這什麼步道，還要攀岩？
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 還有鐵鍊梯？！
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 西風到了，在一堆樹叢裡，好像不怎麼氣派？
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 用小腳架自拍
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 手震的自拍
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 這梯子可是很高的，看我面目猙獰應該可以感受吧！
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 喔喔～稜線出現了。
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 遠方的稜線
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 沒想到真的稜線還沒到，而且東峰還這麼遠。@_@
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 又是攀岩
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 沒水了，只好先下切至神秘的寺廟補充水分。
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 汗流浹背，穿長袖的排汗衣根本變成泡水衣。
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 我堅持不露點。:p
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 這就是神秘的寺廟，善哉善哉。
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 皇帝殿岩稜
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 一旁有扶手安全多了，不過就不夠帥了。
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 喔喔～有一段沒扶手的稜線，走在上頭好驚險啊！
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 當然是要自拍一下，不過姿勢不太好看。^^a
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 腳架不夠高，拍不出稜線的高度啊～
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 攀岩再攀岩
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 這是東峰嗎？不知。
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 另一個登山口
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Today we had a class about venipuncture and drawing blood. Sowhat was my partner, and we practiced on each other. Because we had practiced drawing on brachial vein in our third year, we decided to start on the vein of the back of the hand.
I tried first. I put on the gloves, tied the rubber tube, and sterilized the skin with the alcohol pad. All went well. But when I pushed the IV catheter into the skin, I couldn't find blood back through the catheter. I tried to change the direction of the needle, but it didn't work. Totally I tried two times and both were failed. I was so depressed. This technique is not as easy as I think. Sowhat tried two times on me and he failed either.
The next time, maybe I have to practice on the real patient. How can I not be nervous ?!
From now on, I formally become a clerk in VGHTPE. I have the staff card and the restaurant card, which means I can go to the staff restaurant for lunch and have 10% off in the Eslite Square.
In these days, in the classroom, I always fell asleep. Maybe it's because I had not got accustomed to the 8-hour-per-day classes. They made me so tired that yesterday I went to bed on 8 p.m. and got up on 6 a.m. this morning. I cannot image the future days. Will I get tired like a dog and lose my temper just like what I thought Kilo was two years ago?
Sigh… Some things need to be experienced before being realized.
07/09 UPDATE: I finally took the picture of my BB call. It is a little out-of-date to use a BB call in the hospital, because PHS may be a more convenient way to communicate. Well, according to this reason, it is worthier of taking a record of it, isn't it?
When I was a child, my father tought me how to collect stamps. I liked it very much at that time, and had done it for a period. My collection books are all at home, and I have many stamps in my drawer now. I'd like to rearrange the things in my drawer and put these stamps in a right place. So I used the coupons of Kingstone Bookstore I received several years ago to buy a new stamp collection book. Hmm… It looks great, isn't it?
This Saturday, there is a Chinese Music concert in Sing-Tian-Gong. Originally, I'd like to attend and I posted a message asking if anybody would like to go together. But something happened. Please forgive me not to tell what it exactly was. I think I can't attend this concert. What a pity. But I think there will be another chance to watch a free concert. It's ok.
During the period of my separation with Kilo, I read many articles about love. There is a good sentence that affact me very much. It says,
"Between a separated couple, the only thing to maintain is DEMEANOR, not CONTACT."
Because the other side knows you very much, maybe knows the most in the world. What you like, the most private of you, etc. You can not become the original status forever. So, maintain only the demeanor, no contact.
The postcard from Chengdu had arrived yesterday. It took about 8 days (06/05 – 06/13), more efficient than I thought. Depends on my experience, the letters deliver between Taiwan and mainland China always take 1 month. But this happened about 10 years ago. Maybe because the policy of Mini Three Links, the efficiency of mail delivery has been enhanced?