去日本前理過一次頭髮，回來後就這麼一直留著，原本想拖到入伍，到衛校直接剃成五分頭，把少少的理髮費（50 NTD ?）大力的賺回來，但家裡實在太悶熱，熬了半個多月，終於還是受不了了，趁著弟弟放假回來理髮，一起解決了。
過了一整個搞不清楚狀況的高長第一天，今天總算跟 VS 和 R 相認了，不過他們也沒什麼太理我，自顧自的查完房後就散光了，後來被 call 進刀房上刀，早上只做了 neck dissection 後，我因為要跟門診就先出來了。下午的門診也是站，一整天站下來只有個累字，過去在 clerk 時的熱情，經過半年多的消磨，似乎已經殆盡。
Its hard for me to recall that the day, March 29th, one year ago, I was trying to deny, to escape, to hold my tears. Something affecting me so much had just happened to me. I held my little bedquilt covering my face, trying to wipe and hide tears on my face, trying to concentrate on the co-notes which were the content of tomorrows exam. But I couldnt, really…
Yesterday I had done a stupid thing that made me tossing and turning in bed.
A 40+ years old female had breast cancer over 11 o'clock of left breast and underwent partial mastectomy and axillary lymph nodes dissection last Friday. A Penrose drain was placed at the medial incision site and the other drainage tube at the axillary incision site. I had scrubbed and joined that operation and I did know the plan about post-operative care.