To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always.
I should make myself happy, then I can make others happy, can't I?
Maybe there are too many things to worry about, but what I have to do is what I think is right.
Don't worry, everything will be fine at last.
Don't hold everything tightly. It should be put down before you get another.
Today is Lantern Festival, which is the first 15th day in the lunar calendar. We Chinese traditionally will hold laterns, go outside, and see the exhibition of festival laterns. We also eat Tang-Yuan, aka Yuan-Xiao.
Although when I was at home last week, my mom boiled some Yuan-Xiao because she thought I may have no chance to eat some on Lantern Festival, I still bought a bowl of Yuan-Xiao for dessert after dinner. (All of them filled my stomach… @_@)
I didn’t care a lot about the traditional holidays when I was in the senior high school or the first years of collage. As the years passed and passed, I became maturer and maturer and began to try putting myself into the atmosphere of the holidays. Maybe this is a necessary process to grow to maturity.
Tags: Lantern Festival, Yuan-Xiao
Tonight is Chinese New Year‘s Eve, one of the most important holidays for Chinese. Families get reunion from where they work or study, enjoy the New Year Eve’s Feast (reunion dinner), and the elders will give the juniors red packet as a Spring Festival gift. Theoretically, everybody loves the happy ambiance.
But I don’t like this very much. Maybe it’s a waekness in my personality. I don’t like to get in touch with my relatives. I don’t know exactly what the reason is, but I do know the condition since I was a child. But it’s an important tradition, I still have to follow it. Maybe I need to change my mind a little, face this with a more positive attitude, and then I can accept this in a happier mood.
Hope everyone have a good chinese new year, get healthier than before, and every thing can be all right.
Tag: Chinese New Year
The score of my dermatology exam last week unveiled yesterday, my score is higher than I thought after the exam originally. According to what my roommate said, it is approximately the mean value. My roommate asked me whether I’d like to know about the others’ scores, but I said no. I thouth I’ll feel depressed after knowing that the others performed better than I.
I had the lunch today with Kentu and Cloudyday. Cloudyday asked me about my score of dermatology and how many times I read through the co-notes. I replied him the truth. But he said that he studied less and got higher score than me. Hmmm… I didn’t get angry at him, and I thought he must not do it deliberately.
I still feel a little depressed. I know my intelligence is not good as others, and I really did harder in the dermatology exam this time. But the result still didn’t reach what I expected. All I can do is to study more harder, can’t I?
Three days ago, I held a vote on a medical ethical problem. The result came out today, but there were only 6 people joining. Although the result is positive, indicative for me to resolve something confusing me for a long time, I still feel sorrow. I think that there are many people browsing through my personal board, maybe or maybe not notice the vote information. Finally, there are only 6 to be willing to give me a suggestion. Could it be said that I have almostly few or no friends? Why don’t they give me a hand when I’m in trouble?
Maybe I have to examinate myself. Is the question too obscure that others don’t know what I mean? But that’s all I can tell. I tried to make a more resemble condition. Do I depend on computer too much? Should I ask them the question directly instead of holding a vote, especially on a personal board?
Just now, I ever thought about abandoning the board, even the whole BBS service. But it is an impetuous idea. I won’t do that at all. But this event impacted me much. Maybe I’ll get insomnia this night.
P.S. I won’t translate this into Chinese. It may keep my real feeling more secret.
