今天雖然不是第一次穿上無菌衣, 但卻是第一次上 table, 儘管我只是個刷手護士.
早上八點左右, 幾乎所有人都到了實驗外科的教室, 理論上我應該要趕緊刷手好幫別人穿無菌衣, 不過全部亂成一團, 我得先去領東西, 不過領東西的時候, 我們的主刀和助手們早就刷好手在一旁等了, (所以說下次主刀跟助手應該不用搶著去刷手的.) 我只好趕緊弄一弄.
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A Crisis Or A Turning Point
Tonight, the problem of the anonymous boards disturbed my original plan. I have to deal properly with it before I can go to bed, although I’d like to write a diary about tonight’s concert originally. But the problem is really important for me, or even for Fancy.
It took me a lot of time to explain, to talk to the others, but I got an idea while I was taking a shower. It now seems a crisis for me, and therefore I have to spend a lot of time making definitely rules, looking for some supports in law, etc. But it could be a turning point for me, isn’t it? Maybe after I read something about the law, I’ll be interested in it. Maybe I’ll be an expert in law. Maybe I’ll get a degree of law. Haha… it’s good, isn’t it?! XD
The Advantage Of Marginalization
Today, I heard that PCMan complained about his unluckiness that he had no chance to be the main operator in the experimental surgery course. He said his partners all are very zealous in being the main operator, and finally they decided by drawing lots. That’s why he said he’s unlucky.
In my group, we have no such problem. The others declined politely with each other. It took us much time to decide everyone’s job. Because I don’t exclude the possibility to be a surgeon, I voluntarily want to do the spleenectomy operation. The rest two times, I’ll be the scrubbing nurse and the assistant. That means I’ll need to scrub through all the experimental surgery courses. I’m LUCKIER than PCMan, ain’t I?
Every time we need to separate into groups, I feel embarrassed. There’s no one who actively invite me to his group. To some degree, I think I’m marginalized from the class. Or it can be said that I purposely make myself out from them. But because of them, I get the chance to practice in the experimental surgery. Does it mean that I profit from a misfortune?
My roommate did the cecectomy operation today. He told me he’s nearly exhausted after four-hour operation, standing there. Oh, I’m a little nervous. Will I faint in the operation because of my getting poorer and poorer physical strength? I HOPE NOT!
Let The Computer Off
Since yesterday, I tried to let my computer off when I was studying. The idea is from my senior-high-school life in the dormitory. At that time, especially in the third year, I could study all the evening without computer. And it really made me more concentrated on the textbooks. I just wanna get the feeling back. With my computer’s power on, I always lose my patience with the co-notes. I always spent a lot of time doing nonsense on the internet. I want to give up the bad habit.
After the two-day trying, I found it very effective. I just turned my computer on twice one day, one before lunch, and the other before the bedtime. What did I do between the period I finished a co-note and began another? I tried to read something else. Maybe after accumulation of these pieces of free time, I can read a lot. Hmm… it seems a good idea for me, at least, up till now. :p
從昨天開始，唸書的時候我就把電腦關了。之所以會這麼做是因為以前高中住宿的經驗，尤其是高三的時候，每天都可以念一整晚的書，也沒有電腦可以打，那時我都還蠻專心的。我只是想要找回那種感覺。現在的我，要是電腦是開著的，共筆念沒兩下就開始分心，然後在網路上亂逛，做一些沒意義的事，真想把這個壞習慣改掉。
經過這兩天的試驗，感覺還蠻有效的。我一天只開了兩次電腦，一次是午餐前，另一次是睡覺前。那我念完一本共筆正在休息時都在做什麼呢？就看一些課外書，說不定這樣累積下來也是可以看不少書的。嗯…感覺還挺不錯的，至少到目前為止啦啦啦~~~ :p
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I’m Not Smart Enough
The score of my dermatology exam last week unveiled yesterday, my score is higher than I thought after the exam originally. According to what my roommate said, it is approximately the mean value. My roommate asked me whether I’d like to know about the others’ scores, but I said no. I thouth I’ll feel depressed after knowing that the others performed better than I.
I had the lunch today with Kentu and Cloudyday. Cloudyday asked me about my score of dermatology and how many times I read through the co-notes. I replied him the truth. But he said that he studied less and got higher score than me. Hmmm… I didn’t get angry at him, and I thought he must not do it deliberately.
I still feel a little depressed. I know my intelligence is not good as others, and I really did harder in the dermatology exam this time. But the result still didn’t reach what I expected. All I can do is to study more harder, can’t I?
Recently
Last Friday, I finished the anesthesiology exam. It finally came the relaxed time. In addition to sleeping more than 12 hours a day, I also spent a lot of time with my computer.
During these days, I set a online service of browsing the source codes in the subversion repository with a software called Trac. In order to make it work properly, I have to add mod_python into the Apache. And when I tried to browse an article in the BBS repository, I encountered the problem of wrong charset encoding. Even I tried to ask in2 on IRC about the setting of Trac, although at last I solved it on my own. The problem is, that article uses a Chinese character encoded in Big5, which UTF-8 doesn’t have, so the converting process failed.
My First Turning-Egg Toy
Recently, I like Keroro very much, and sometimes when I was having my lunch or dinner, I always watched a volume of Keroro animation. The role I like the most is Tamama. He is a young, cute tadpole, although it seems that he loves the captain, Keroro, and is a gay?
Last week, I browsed the Yahoo! Kimo Auction and found a Turning-Egg toy of Tamama. The seller set a higher price than the market price. ($60 vs. $50). And after adding the transportation charges, it will totally cost me nearly $100, but I still bid for it.
The process was not smooth for me to get the toy, but I still got it today, just one day before my mid-semester exam of dermatology. The toy has 4 kind of facial expressions in the eyes, big eyes, anger, narrowing eyes, and self-confident eyes. It can be changed be pulling the switch on his head. It is now on my desk.
But Kilo says that I’m just like a child. How could a 23 year-old person like these toys so much?! I don’t know. But sometimes I really want to be just a simple child.
最近我很喜歡Keroro，也常常在吃飯的時候邊看著Keroro的影片。裡面我最喜歡的大概是Tamama，它是一隻還沒長大的蝌蚪，雖然他似乎有同性戀傾向，不過我還是覺得它很可愛。
上禮拜我在Yahoo!奇摩拍賣找到了一個Tamama的轉蛋（扭蛋），雖然賣方開的價錢比市價高一些（$60跟$50），再加上運費的話我大概要花一百元左右，不過我還是買了。
雖然過程不是很順利，不過總算是在考皮膚科的前一天拿到了。它總共有四種表情可以變換，大眼睛、暴怒的眼睛、瞇瞇眼、自信的眼睛，只要拉一下他頭上的拉環就可以換了。現在我把它掛在我的書桌上。
葆如說我實在是有點幼稚，都這麼大了還喜歡這種小朋友的東西！我也不曉得，不過有時候我也只想做一個單純的小孩子啦～～！
