On June 14, I received a email from the faculty office about their recently-bought system for student’s learning progress, and I tried it immediately. There was no amazing function, but I was a little bored that why the decision-making people always buy something not very useful (and sometimes fucking IE-only) for the students, and they always cost a lot!!

After I posted the news in my personal board, my classmate commented that the system shows our past personal grades and the order in the class. I connected to the system again and found my grade report. It seemed that I should not see that before the final exam. >_< It was a little bas news for me that my grades are not good as I think.

Yesterday, my roommate found his grades report and was a little sad about that. He said he studied as hard as he could in the past, but he didn’t get the appropriate repay. For me, he did well enough. There are too many talented people in our faculty, and they also study hard. Maybe we haven’t been acustomed to falling in grades, because we are always in the top population in the past. This is the normal environment in the faculty of medicine.

Because I were not him, I could not know what reason he is so sad for. Maybe there are differences between the goals we set for ourself. What I can do is to study harder and harder in the future. The most important is what I have really learned, not what grade I get.

I fought with Kilo this morning over some trifling matters. She cared about my attitude to her, and I focused on her studying attitude about computers. We quarreled very much so that she didn’t want to answer my phone call for several times. I’d just like to talk to her and hope we shall go to a compromise, but I didn’t success until 1 P.M..

She asked me for not shouting at her from today, and she said that was the most important reason she got so angry. I think I should be more patient with anything not as I considered. If I continuously do myself and don’t think about what others feel, I’ll lose my lovely girlfriend and many friends. This event is almost because of my poor self-cultivation. She is right. I needn’t to be so angry with things not as my wishes.

Kilo, I’m so sorry for my crude manners. Please forgive me, and I love you.

剛剛看了這篇, 便跑去下載那個 template 回來玩玩, 自己用小時候的照片作了一張小郵票:

忽然覺得自己小時候跟現在真是一點也不像啊~~~

剛剛才發現的, 不知道換了多久了?? 怎麼好像沒看什麼人再說的樣子??