Today, I changed my nickname of YMBBS from "Dating With Beethoven" to "Mature, sincere, and doing without asking for rewards." The previous I used for more than two years. The changing doesn't mean I give up the original intension I set 2 years ago. On the contrary, I hope to hold it tightly in my hands, in my mind. But it is more important for me to get mature, get along with friends sincerely, and the most important is to do things without asking for rewards. I hope in the future, I will become a more complete man and responsible for myself.
Make Myself Happy!
I should make myself happy, then I can make others happy, can't I?
Maybe there are too many things to worry about, but what I have to do is what I think is right.
Don't worry, everything will be fine at last.
Don't hold everything tightly. It should be put down before you get another.
Hospital-choosing Conference
Last Sat., we had held the Hospital-choosing Conference, the most important one for us. Firstly, we had order numbers produced by the computer program by saka, followed by drawing lots in turn.
I had a computer random number of 78. When my turn was coming, I felt a little nervous and could feel the palpitation, the same as the night before the Exam five years ago. In my turn, when I drew the lot from the box, there's nothing in my mind. I forgot to pray for blessing, but the God still blessed me that I got No. 28.
Chased By The Handouts
I don’t want to be chased by the handouts. Because I am one of the Academic Affair Chiefs, I have to prepare the handouts for all. But we have four hours of Gynecology & Obstetrics per week, and sometimes there are totally four different teachers for these hours. Therefore, I have to ask the teachers for the handouts, trying to resolve the problems while sending email, and then print them. This is the routine work. Although I don’t have to edit conotes, I don’t want to be chased by these handouts, either. XD
The Song Of Wine
This is my second drawing. It's done on last Wednesday, when I went to the routine practicing of YMChmusic. On that day, we started to practice a new song of this semester, The Song of Wine (酒歌). I played the cello and the melody was a little hard for me. On that day, WMQ also came and played the double bass. He said that song was the one he played the double bass for the first time. Hearing our playing made him to remember his childhood. We talked and practiced until very late, and after coming back to the dormitory, the melody still filled in my mind. That's why I drew this down.
Start to Draw
Since this semester started, I felt very depressed and annoyed. Until last week, I bursted out. I tried to draw something and wanted to buy a pen tablet. But when I saw the price, I gave up. So I used the primitive tool, a pencil and paper. When I took out the pencil in the brush pot, I found its lead was too blunt. So, before I started my first drawing, I had to sharpen it. But I didn't have a pencil sharpener, I used a knife instead. Finally, I could start to draw something.
Backpack, Sleeping Bag, and Tent
After the stove, I bought some new equipments: a backpack, a sleeping bag, a tent, and a headlight. The sleeping pad is a bonus. I totally spent about 16,000 NTD on them. As my roommate heard this last night, he almostly dropped his jaw.
I went to Chong-Shan North Road to search these equipments yesterday afternoon. There are many stores, but I just compared the prices between two of them. The first was Shan-Shui (山水). The clerk introduced them in detail, but I was stunned by the sum. My budget is about 15,000 NTD. So I left the store with an excuse of taking my girlfriend home. :p
The second store was Den-Shan-Yo (登山友). They introduced these equipments of other brands. I felt very strange why the two stores sell goods almostly different with each other?! But the sum was a little lower here.
I had to decide which I should choose. They all offered what I liked more. For example, I liked the backpack of Den-Shan-Yo, but the tent of Shan-Shui. After thinking for a long, long time, I chose the second one, although they did not give me a premium in price. (But I still got a sleeping pad. Although it cost about 150 NTD only.)
My roommate said I was too impulsive, and maybe I should consider for longer before spending so much money. I can not oppose him entirely, but after I bought my laptop last August, I became more impulsive, didn't I?