原本有點不想寫外調的事,不過還是隨便寫寫好了。
基本上這應該是最後一次這樣盛大的活動了,算一算離上次選院也已經過了半年,沒想到這半年間發生了還真不少事啊!早上悠閒地吃完早餐後才赫然發現自己快要遲到,趕緊衝過去二教才發現,其實大家的時間觀念都不怎麼強,沒有 delay 太久已經算是幸運了。
To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always.
Today is Tuesday. We did not have a morning meeting. I arrived at about 8 AM, waiting for the round. Theoratically, Dr. Zhuang (GM) should come at about 10 AM, but the first time I saw her today is at noon. We, the interns and I, were told to have the round at nearly 2 PM. But as time went by, it seemed Dr. Zhuang is having a meeting. And now, we are all waiting.
I had read the charts. I studied. But now, I feel a little bored. So I opened the firefox and wrote something weird. Oh… I must be very bored.
I had finished the OPH clerk training this week. At the OPD and the operation room, I studied very hard. The nurse said she hadn't seen any clerk as earnest as me. Oneday, Dr. Lin asked if I'd like to become a ophthalmologist. I answered that may not be possible because I wasn't at the top. "The grade isn't the most important thing.", he said, "It's more important to marry a good wife."
Sigh, at this time, at this department, how couldn't I think about Kilo and feel sad when hearing this.
麻醉科的晨會大概是到目前為止的科最讓人吃不消的吧!早上七點前要到,還得換好手術衣,意思就是得六點二十起床,還得邊走路邊吃早餐過去,好不容易撐了五個禮拜的嘴巴,結果在這個禮拜裡一次破了四個洞。晨會的內容有一部分是在報 paper,另一部分是 case report,話說第二天不小心抽到禮拜五要上台報 paper時,我就努力的觀察每個人的報告方式和內容、時間掌控等等。果然有壓力的情況下比較不會睡著。其實他們在報的時候,台下幾乎沒有電力可言,頂多只有某一次下午由他們自己的醫師報自己的 paper 時,發問的比較踴躍,是因為電自己人馬上有解答,還是往不好的一方面想,比較看不上自己人的研究?(我太黑暗了!)
I am in FM this week.
This morning, I met two Kilo's classmates at the station. They seemed not to know me, and I didn't tell them either. I don't know they were running PGY course or FM is their subjects, but they seemed just to do their works for the first day.
I felt a little sad when seeing them. I thought about Kilo. She is now doing her work in CCH, also for the first or second day. Does she adapt to the new environment? Do the staff there treat her well? Sigh… Think more of her makes me sadder and more depressed.