本來不想寫的，不過好像也不想做其他的事，隨便寫一寫好了。
今天學校幫我們安排了近醫院前的體檢，等時間差不多到的時候，便把資料表填一填，帶著忐忑不安（？）的心前往體檢的地點，路上還遇到幾個班上同學，沒想到我算是動作慢的呢！
Health Examination
This afternoon, I had a health examination for the upcoming Clerk training. The whole process went smoothly, checking my height, weight, optometric assessment, and the blood pressure. My blood pressure seems not very well, 128/78, a little bit high. The heart rate is also a little high. Maybe it means I have to start exercising from now on, if I don't want to have cardiovascular diseases when I get older.
Then, I was asked to have my urine sample. Fortunately I didn't go to the toilet before the examination. It seemed that there were so many people did not have any desire to micturate and drank a lot of water outside the toilet. XD
After giving back the urine sample, I was asked to have a venous puncture. I've had few experience of venous puncturing. Every time I see a needle I feel scared. T_T
The interesting part is taking a chest X-ray. Because of the digital technology, I could see the result right after taking the picture. But I was a little stunned when seeing my CXR, I didn't know how to approach it. How can a 5-grade medical student be unable to interpret a ought-to-be normal CXR!! The technician and I discussed for a while and he pointed out some lesions (?) to me, one calcification in the left lower lung field and the other in the right lower lung field. And also, I have scoliosis.
Wow… I haven't ever expected that I have scoliosis. It was too astonishing. But my roommate said that there are too many things in the world out of your expectation. Hmm… Since it doesn't cause any symptom, all I can do is to accept it. =.=a
Tags: Health Examination, Scoliosis, CXR
The Egg Rolls From Twelve
Twelve is my partner of Academic Affairs. We take charge of Gy/Ob, Nuclear Medicine, and Hospital Management. Last week, when we were having the final exam of Hospital Management, she gave me this pack of egg rolls for thanking me helping her in the academic affairs. I felt very embarrassed and told her not to be so ceremonious. But it was ungracious not to accept her gift. ^^a
Anyway, thanks Twelve. They are very delicious and save me much time in buying several breakfasts and night snacks. :p
Cannot Fly Into Your Sky (飛不到你的天)
The first time I heard this song was at the concert of Chubby. In fact, it didn't move me very much at that time. But after I suffered something recently, I do really think the lyrics are very beautiful. They fit with my mind. I also tried to play the guitar accompanying my singing, but I am not very well practiced so far. Maybe someday I can record it and put it on the podcast.
飛不到你的天 (Cannot Fly Into Your Sky)
作詞 (lyrics)：陳灝 (Chen, Hao) 作曲 (Melody)：陳灝 (Chen, Hao)
我們的路已走得好遠 再也看不見藍藍的天
We've had walked together so far, but cannot see the blue sky anymore.
你愛笑的臉從來不改變 忘了我們相識的從前
Your smiling face has naver changed, but forget the past we got known each other.
或許我們已沒有明天 或許你飄泊一如從前
Maybe we have no tomorrow. Maybe you drift as before.
我愛哭的臉是否能改變 當誓言又滑過我耳邊
Can my crying face be changed? When the promises glide through my ears.
風吹痛我為你流著淚的眼 是否它知我的心已倦
The wind blows, hurts my tearing eyes for you. Does it know that my heart is tired?
風吹過我沉默的眼底 輕輕訴說我們終究要分離
The wind blows through my silent eye ground, telling that we've had to leave each other after all.
如此愛你卻又飛不到你的天 當所有感覺都已走遠
I love you so much, but I cannot fly into your sky. When all the feelings have gone far away.
而我還能留住這一季春天
Wish I still can hold the spring time.
Recent Drawings
The first two were drawn on the day before the ophthalmology exam. I was very fidgety at that time, so I tried to draw something to let me calm down. The first one is saying that I was overwhelmed by the deity of music. I tried very hard but still couldn't understand the absolute pitch. The second is saying that I felt very depressed about myself. I had many shortcomings, for instance, easily to be agitated, impatience with others who don't receive my suggestions, etc. I thought I am a anti-society person and not suitable for this world.
The day after drawing these two, a very important thing happened to me. It brought me into the darkness of life. I did really want to suicide at that time. That was a terrible period for me.
The last one was drawn a few days ago, when is Kilo's birthday. She is now struggling with the exam of physician license. I'd like her to just concentrate on it. I'd like to cheer her on. (In Chinese, to cheer someone on is pronounced the same as to fuel up. ^^a)
Hoo… Maybe I should also cheer myself on, shouldn't I?
Tags: Drawing, Depression, Absolute Pitch, Doll