這次玉山的行程,從一個多月前就開始規劃,抽排雲山莊的那幾天,三不五時就會上玉山國家公園的網站去看最新消息,結果他硬是拖了好幾天才公佈,要是原先申請的時間沒抽到的話,之後便會卡到出國的行程,今年大概也就去不成了,不過所幸還是有抽到。^^a
收到入園證的申請書後,又拖了一兩個禮拜才去辦入山證,話說入山證的申請其實不怎麼麻煩,老實說還挺隨便的,不過我這個沒經驗的,又遇上老油條的辦事員歐巴桑,被她罵了好幾次,實在非常無奈。
To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always.
It haven't been so long since we had the last lecture. Tomorrow, we'll have the last day of university life. Although we haven't started the clerk and intern training, haven't get our diplomas, tomorrow still is a significant day, a milestone for us and our medical education.
On the last day, the Robe-hooding Team will hold a activity of bizarre dress. I can not decide what to wear or bring to the classroom, but I don't want to miss it. Hmm… It seems I don't have enough creativity.
In tomorrow night, we will have a night-touring of the campus. Maybe I can bring some beers and enjoy the stroll with my dear classmates.
Wow… The last day, what a special, worth remembering day.
Hmm… Last night I did realize that's really a problem of sincerity, especially when there's a or some potential competitors.
I don't know what the true meaning behind that sentence is. Maybe it means, "Come on, that's your chance. Be more active." On the other hand, it can be, "Sigh, I don't want to reckon on you anymore. Give it up."
For the same thing, I really did less. So, I agree, that's really a problem of sincerity.
I don't know whether it was another episode of mania, I bought a new IBM optical mouse (31P7410) from Yahoo! Bid. Because the postage is a little bit high, I persuaded another 4 people to buy one.
Oh… the leather-like texture on the cover makes me feel very very satisfied. But now, I have desire to buy a new IBM keyboard with Trackpoint (Space Saver II), again. @_@
Today, we had the final exam of ob/gyn. It was very difficult. Many questions were out of the range. After that, many of my classmates complained about the bad teaching and the unreasonable range of the exam. It seems that they hate the Ob/gyn department very much. Maybe some blamed me for not getting the correct info of the exam. Dunno.
But I heard some people don't show their understanding to the CR, saying he must take the most responsibility because he didn't give us the key points before the exam. I think maybe we are spoiled by the previous exams. If the CRs are nice and willing to spend their time in reading through our co-notes and marking the key points on them, we should thank them very much. But if they didn't do that, how can we blame them for not doing which is not their duties?
But all will go by. What we have to do is to prepare the next exam more hardly.
A few days ago, in one talk with rin1999, I said I don't understand why a man having a girlfriend still do something looks like unfaithful to another woman, such as getting close to her, touching her hands, shoulders, or any part of her body. I said I won't do that. But rin1999 said I did the same thing before. Because I tried to get close and talk to her without any intention to avoid any look-like-unfaithful situation.
Hmm… Did I? Maybe I have to examine myself more strictly. Or maybe, I'm just a guy with self-confessed single-mindedness in love?! However, this won't happen again in a short period… >_<
I think I may be conditioned. Every time I turned on the computer, I always checked the user list of Skype to see if someone was there. But is it the time this should happen? I don't know. I don't know exactly what I'm thinking and what the truth in my mind.
It may be a good thing, but on the other hand, it may get me into another vicious cycle that I know I should avoid. Hmm… What a contradiction!
We edited many co-notes and when they were printed, they would be piled up outside one of my classmates' room. After we took ours, we had to register on a checking list. The reason of setting this rule is to prevent some unexplainable loss of them.
Today I found MANY of the co-notes got loss again. It seemed that some people took theirs repeatedly. Why did these damn things happen again and again?! Does it mean that the printing store cheat us? I don't think so. Because some people didn't obey the rule. I often saw that there were only a few left in the box while more than half spaces of the checking list were blank. And then, another roommate took them repeatedly without knowing about that.
This is the last few times we have to pick up our co-notes. But I still feel very angry about the bad behavior. Why are they so lazy to obey the rules? Why don't they think about the others more? We are medical students. Our future works are caring the patients. Why can't we control ourselves and do just a little favor to others, especially when the others are our classmates?
I feel so depressed to know this fact.
Today we had the last lecture of our university life. It is an ob/gyn lecture, which I take charge of. After it, we will go into hospital to be a clerk and say goodbye to our university life. Many of my classmates attended because of its special meaning.
Before the class, I saw a large spider in the corner. It came to celebrate our finishing?
I don't want to talk too much about my sentiment, but I'd like to say, it is my honor to take charge of the last lecture and I will remember the special moment for long long time.